I want to scream, but there is no sound.
I want to breath but there is no air.
I want to run, but there is no strength.
I want to escape, but there is no way.
......
Just let tears run down silently on my face when I was wondering the meander road alone in the dark night,letting the wind blows my face. The daylight in the day will never no the darkness of the night.
Actually, I do not no why this normal letter will work like this, just like a launcher,push me into deepness. Maybe the word touches frangible nerves, and then comes the crowded thoughts---can neither cut down nor put away.
Yeah...I am going through the most tough time in my university...Even I don't want to confess that,but I still need to face it and admit...And suddenly,when the time I read this letter my LCP write to me, I felt like that I am no longer myself.
Pressure digs a hole in my heart,and fill it with all kinds of expectations that i am afraid I cannot endure the failure to live up to the expectations.
Always make high requirements for myself to make everything perfect, but it's really tough sometimes.
Just too tired and want to rest for a moment...to think by myself without interference, and enjoy my time...These days, the most relax time is the time to spend with friends and chat with them...I just want more...
Is that greedy?
